Sessions

by SPIT

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    1. Lamb
    2. Bitter
    3. Shame
    4. R.I.P.
    5. Medusa

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Track listing:
1. Lamb
2. Bitter
3. Shame
4. R.I.P.
5. Medusa

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released November 18, 2016

Engineered by SPIT. Mixed and mastered by Sam Bottner. Drums by Jethro Tacuboy.

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Track Name: Lamb
I cannot breath , I cannot see
How did I end up like this
My life is blind, I am not fine
This unconditional bliss

The darkness grows , it's in control

The all consuming light invades my life
Engulfing all that I am
Embraces me, takes all I see
I am the helpless lamb
My lungs collapse, I scratch and grasp for what little life is left
It lives and breathes, takes all I need
Oh the irony

I always dread the night
I hear her voice
Shes looking for the kill
With him right by her side
He's full of spite
They're looking for the thrill

That's when he bared his teeth, ready to fucking leap

He wants to play the game
"Perhaps we will"

I feel his teeth sinking in
The anger grows from within
He likes the thrill of the chase
She takes aim with such grace
I beg for mercy and plea
I know his grip will never free
I close my eyes, a broken heart
The arrow's lost from the start

As the sunsets behind the trees, you made my life a masterpiece

I've never felt so powerful
When you take control
No longer a helpless lamb

I feel his teeth sinking in
The anger grows from within
He likes the thrill of the chase
She takes aim with such grace
I beg for mercy and plea
I know his grip will never free
I close my eyes, a broken heart
The arrow's lost from the start

As the sunsets behind the trees
You made my life a masterpiece
The curse has set inside my heart
I know we'll never be apart
Track Name: Bitter
I was a fucking mistake to you
I was a fucking mistake

How can you look me in the fucking face
As if you never left us yearning
Left without a trace
You're a spineless fucking coward
You're so feeble and weak
Your entire existence is so fragile and bleak
There's been some times you made me hate who I was
Made me feel so void of hope and pick out all my flaws
And for every single time you made my mother cry
It's time for you to pay your debts
A fucking eye for an eye

How can you show your face around here
Listen to me
I think its time you disappear

Why all the sudden do you fucking care?
You've been gone for 20 years without a month to spare
I've spent my life thinking where I went wrong
The time alone has weathered me
I haven't loved in so long

There's not a thing you could do to ease this pain
Not a single fucking word that you could ever say
You'll never know how much hate flows through my fucking veins
The weight of all the years and fear has kept me shackled in chains

You tell me that I'm not yours
That I'm different from the rest
And you've left me no choice but to be my fucking best

I was a fucking mistake to you

Why all the sudden do you fucking care?
You've been gone for 20 years without a month to spare
I've spent my life thinking where I went wrong
The time alone has weathered me
I haven't loved in so long
Track Name: Shame
What is life if I don't even care
My thoughts are coming through crystal clear
Take one step back and open your eyes
Every thing you fucking love in life I despise

Everything you love
I despise

Life's a fucking bitch and you're a fucking fake
A coward, a counterfeit
A crook, a false prophet

I hate you
For making me believe
That everything would be just fine

Dragging these bones from my closet
I am so empty and void
Feeling alone destroyed
This crown of shame is holding me down
Something is holding me down
I feel like I'm gonna drown

In my own head
I feel the pressure cracking my skull
The voices scream
Don't let us free

I cannot take it
I cannot fake this anymore
This is who I'm meant to be

So come with me
I'll show you what it's like to be
Fucked up in the head
A bastard, a bad seed

Put a nail in my coffin I'm fucking dead
You told me over and over
It never stuck in my head
Fuck
Pursuing the things in life that I thought really mattered
Just left me in a ditch, deaf, blind, fucked up and battered
Misery is the only thing I know
Only when I'm dead will the air begin to flow
Will I breathe in the dust of your cancer
Or rot in the ground, it is the only answer

Dragging these bones from my closet
I am so empty and void
Feeling alone destroyed
This crown of shame is holding me down
Something is holding me down
I feel like I'm gonna drown

Incoherent speech rushes over me
As I wait for my insides to rest in peace
But it never comes as I wait too long
And the anger spreads
I've never been strong
Track Name: R.I.P.
I feel the shadows creeping
Lurking and invading my mind
They twist my thoughts and dreams
And make me think that I am confined
The claws they scratch and scathe
Leaving abrasions in my skull
Tormented voices scream
Leaving me feeling so dull

"And we all know, all work and no play, makes me a dull boy
You've had your whole fucking life to be sane
What goods a few minutes more gonna do you now?"

The things that I see are confusing illusions
That give me chills, a foul intrusion
The voices they scream
You're better off dead
Leave me depressed and fucked in the head

I am deprived of the rest that I seek
By demons and creatures, has left me so weak
I no longer have control
Of the things that I see
And the things that I think

She wants to hurt me
She'll never let me leave my sleep again

The voices won't stop
They are tearing at the seams
She wants inside my head

Rest in fucking peace

Wishing every second that my life would end
The voices tell me to break but all I fucking do is bend
She's a power hungry bitch, this life of mine
She always wants to cross the line
Maybe this is where I'll find that all along I had a spine

That I had a fucking spine

I am left for dead, laying here I'm paralyzed
The way she looks at me, into my soul, I'm hypnotized

I am deprived of the rest that I seek
By demons and creatures, has left me so weak
I no longer have control
Of the things that I see
And the things that I think
Track Name: Medusa
Hypnotize me with your gaze, indirect yet still ablaze
Left me scratching, gasping for air
Blind me with your burning stare

Watch my soul wither and whisp, the taste of misery on your lips
Your reflection evil and skewed, the disguise you fake: deceitful and cruel

I've never felt so alone (throw my life away)
This agony is all I've ever known (throw my life away)
I will not stop until I see your heart drop (throw my life away)

I see right through the glass
Your facade is up at last
Decay and fade away
I was Medusa's prey
Burn my flesh and break my bones
With a glance turn me to stone
Decay and fade away
I was Medusa's prey


Fucked my life up and you don't even care
Ripped my heart out and you won't even share
Sew my eyes shut so I can't even see
Bound me with "love" so I cannot flee

Left shaking, in the wake of your filth
Lie through your teeth, don't admit the guilt
Let me sleep, I'm not fit for death
Yet I grasp for it with every single breath
I toss I turn I break and burn every single lie you've ever said to me

I see right through the glass
Your facade is up at last
Decay and fade away
I was Medusa's prey
Burn my flesh and break my bones
With a glance turn me to stone
Decay and fade away
I was Medusa's prey