What is life if I don't even care
My thoughts are coming through crystal clear
Take one step back and open your eyes
Every thing you fucking love in life I despise
Everything you love
I despise
Life's a fucking bitch and you're a fucking fake
A coward, a counterfeit
A crook, a false prophet
I hate you
For making me believe
That everything would be just fine
Dragging these bones from my closet
I am so empty and void
Feeling alone destroyed
This crown of shame is holding me down
Something is holding me down
I feel like I'm gonna drown
In my own head
I feel the pressure cracking my skull
The voices scream
Don't let us free
I cannot take it
I cannot fake this anymore
This is who I'm meant to be
So come with me
I'll show you what it's like to be
Fucked up in the head
A bastard, a bad seed
Put a nail in my coffin I'm fucking dead
You told me over and over
It never stuck in my head
Fuck
Pursuing the things in life that I thought really mattered
Just left me in a ditch, deaf, blind, fucked up and battered
Misery is the only thing I know
Only when I'm dead will the air begin to flow
Will I breathe in the dust of your cancer
Or rot in the ground, it is the only answer
Dragging these bones from my closet
I am so empty and void
Feeling alone destroyed
This crown of shame is holding me down
Something is holding me down
I feel like I'm gonna drown
Incoherent speech rushes over me
As I wait for my insides to rest in peace
But it never comes as I wait too long
And the anger spreads
I've never been strong